Looking for beautiful

Talking future plans... steps or actions to a goal and location yet to be determined. Not pleasant, but seeming to be on better terms. Sometimes being an adult, parent, spouse... not all that fun. Decisions like this and steps... hard!

For some reason right now I am comparing in my head this time to gardening. I am wanting to plant seeds... watch, care for, and till the ground for something beautiful to grow... bloom... and be lived and enjoyed. Problem right now is... I don't even know what seeds to plant. 

Why can't all dreams or decision making look as beautiful as this in the process... Just sayin'