It's Friday and in five minutes my oldest's alarm will start dinging. Will she hear it and wake up. I'm not sure. Strange that is symbolic to me right now. I was just reading a homeschool article about a curriculum I have felt drawn to for 2 years now. I just texted my husband at work saying "I think we should really look at it again."
It's like my alarm is dinging. Will I hear it and wake up?
I wonder if I just did.
I feel so broken over our schooling this year. Only adding one other student (2 total plus one very active 3 year old) it hasn't played out how I envisioned. What am I to do? Core subjects will be complete but what about the rest? I know relish in the accomplishments. But still.
Time is wearing down the the actual beeping is coming. I know my real awakening is coming soon as well. I wonder what curriculum and approach God will lead me to so I won't feel so broken anymore?
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1 comment:
I'm not a homeschool mom but did the public school and now the private Christian school routes. These are difficult decisions, may the Lord speak to you in your moments of frustration and brokenness and grant you and your husband clarity. Bless you!
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