Today.

Today.

Today I felt peace.

Today I felt the coverage of God.

Today I felt like for once, in what felt like forever, we have a real goal. A real plan. A real direction that God himself is wanting us to do.

Funny thing is through all of this season, all these tears, the goal was something I have been asking for yet lacked the real umph to help push it to fruition with my husband.

Today we got an answer on how to get to point B, if you will, and the other fascinating part to me is it has nothing to do with us moving. We are staying right were are right now and taking steps where we are to take the larger ones in the future.

On our own...

Something we didn't think was possible at all. Especially in the time frame that has been laid on our hearts.

Not on our own like we are just taking over the driver's seat, but in the aspect of no outside family/friend/etc help. Purely God's direction and answers on how to accomplish his will within our little family of 5. It's going to be uncomfortable at times and potentially more uncomfortable than we are thinking at other times. However, I think with these fresh new pair of eyes we each have I don't think we care.

We are excited. We are amped. We are on the same page working towards the same goal. That alone is huge but hello we have God leading the way how much better does that get!? It doesn't!!! We are in such great hands.

There is such a peace with the outline we wrote out and prayed about last night. Prayed about this morning with our children. Today in the smallest of voices that has been ever present lately spoke to a heart that wasn't fully listening before.

Today is the first day in a long time that we finally felt whole and together again.

God is so faithful... TODAY, tomorrow, and forever!

Thank you Lord for revealing part of your larger plan. We are flying high with what you are doing within us. Sincerely Thank You Lord.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 

Hebrews 12:1

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it. 

Hebrews 12:11