Alive... just busy...

Ok so I know that it appears I have lost all direction and regular posting on this blog. As that may ring true I promise I am still here.

Still alive.

I have just been busy with wrapping up the last of our school year. Preparing for next year and well let's be honest life in general.

I have big dreams and hopes for this blog. What it means to me and what I feel God wants me to use with it. I have in some areas though felt like I have hit a stumbling block, Satan maybe, on what to write, or maybe not so much what to write as maybe just how to write it. How to formulate the words and put them on to the paper.

So much has gone on in the last couple of months it has been crazy. Many of the times my head has felt like it is spiraling out of control. The words have been screaming to be voiced. Yet I have failed in releasing them. I have instead kept them inside and voiced them solely to God. Which I guess in retrospect is exactly what he has wanted me to do. So maybe it hasn't been as bad as I thought. Hmmmm...

Either way I am not giving up on this blog. I am not giving up on sharing and maybe even offering some "You are not alone" encouragement along the way. I pray God will guide me though this and that I can execute more confidence along the way.

With him I know it's possible and attainable. I just need to sit and listen and do.

Thanks for bearing with me. I promise it'll be worth it.

How can it not be?

God is in control after all!