This is something I have struggled with my whole life really... Insecurity. It would be unfair of me to completely lay the blame all on my husband. How we were when we met and how we were when we were dating. How we were before the affair and after. I always seem to "judge my husband by his actions and myself by my intentions." "It just doesn't work that way." (These quotes are paraphrased from Facing the Giants, but speak loud and clear of exactly how I have been living)
If I am truly honest with myself my insecurity stems way deeper!!
Those are issues I am going to have to work on and face. I know it.
However, I do have insecurity in my marriage even after knowing and feeling God's deep desire for my husband and I to take the road less traveled and be a marriage that survives his affair. Lives on strong to show how mighty God is and how with His grace and mercy anything is possible. Better than ever before.
While reading one of my favorite blogs a while back I found this article. It is a great read. Thought provoking and in your face truth. I love it! Another great reminder from God in bringing me back to where He wants me to be.
I encourage you to read this...
Is Insecurity Hurting Your Marriage By: Sue @ Praise and Coffee
May God speak to you and Bless your marriage as well!
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