Wow!

It's been almost a month since I last posted and goodness how long before that? I sit and think about all I want to blog, or sometimes sit and feel I need to blog.... Since my little space has been doormaint for so long. I even ventured to say to my husband the other day, "Maybe it's time I let Scripted go." The jaw dropping response I got left my heart saying, "I know."

I truthfully am not sure what to do. I have picked up my camera about as often as I've been on here lately. God is still moving and shaping me; just the inspiration to write like I used to or snap pictures like I used to seems fleeting. I've chaulked it up to quite a few different reasons as to why, but truthfully I'm not sure if they are more excuses or realities and I've just lost what used to be. 

I really don't know.

I wish I did. 

What I do know is life has been good. Busy but good. We started school 6 weeks ago and other than a group iPhone camera shot I don't have first day of school pictures. Yet. We started week one with one curriculum and started a new one week 2. Long story. We've celebrated two birthdays and had two parties. We've swam, played with friends, and have tried to just veg. I am still plugging away on my weight loss journey and just week 21 at 34lbs lighter. We are also desperately trying to plan a mini vacation for one (possibly two) of our school breaks coming up, and praying all the details work out. It's fun to plan... 

Not much else is taking place. Just the same song and dance... Lots of learning and growth taking place. Not enough hours in the day and I'm leaning, no matter if the best of intentions, maybe I'm not supposed to be doing what I always thought I was supposed to be. Or maybe I kept saying, "Nah" for so long I lost out on my chance and now it's not meant to be. 

It's still a work in progress and I'm still reading my script a page at a time. The downtime written in just weren't expected.