Words Don't Do It Justice

Have you ever had a moment that rocks your world and your core that when God reveals his hand you just cry at his feet with gratitude?

I have on many occasions and while I am thankful for the journey I am most thankful for him no matter the outcome. Today he gave me more life. It's hard to explain but for a year the fear of a health issue has been on my heart and mind. While peace has existed from the start the lack of real answers at the beginning bothered me. Some days, mentally, I would be fantastic and worry free and other days tear stained journal pages of fear took presidency over the to-do lists. Today he gave me everything we've been praying for. Last night he showered me with love, concern, compassion, and genuine fellowship I've never known before by so many people in my life.

The tears of that alone haven't stopped. To walk out of the "2nd opinion" appointment if you will was exhilarating. Although I knew I had strength for the worst case scenario yesterday that wasn't needed. The last year has put daily life such higher up on the priority list. The desire to enjoy every second even more.

I don't know my future. God has been so loud in so many ways, in so many areas in the last 2 years, the last 2 months, in the last 2 days it's overwhelming. So overwhelming. I don't deserve this yet he still sees fit to continue to remind me he has me. He has me in every area! No matter what.

I am so blessed.
I am so in awe.
I am so grateful and truthfully the words haven't properly formed to express the peace.

This best describes it.


Thank you, Lord.