Monday, May 2, 2011

Telling me something or just crazy coincidence?

In the last year it has really struck us... ok maybe more of a force of me but us as a family just the same... that change is coming our way. The way, shape, or form has yet to be seen but we have felt change is most certainly coming for us. Self imposed or 100% God driven hasn't exactly been seen either but again the feel for change has been strong. As you have most likely caught on that feeling has gotten a lot strong recently.

Just minutes ago I read on FB that an old elementary friend {who's husband has been out of work in their state for over a year now} just accepted a job out of state. They now have to put their house on the market and be in this new state in June!! While I am massively excited for them I can't help but feel very confused at the same time. No not because I don't understand as to why they need to and are moving but more so the state they are going to.

Why does this state keep coming up?

Why do I keep hearing this state as to where people I know are moving to?

Hahaha no they aren't all moving there to get away from me. They all have moved to this state because God has lead and directed a path for them to all move there, but still why is it hitting me this way?

Is God trying to tell me something about this state?

Am I looking so hard for something in this state that, that is why it seems so odd to me that not 1 or 2 friends have moved there in the last year but no joke that now 5... yes F.I.V.E. families {ok 4 families and 1 single person} I know have made the move to this state lead by GOD. {That doesn't include all the people I "know" through blogging or such that already reside in said state as well.}

What is he saying to me!? To us!? I have no clue!!!

I have been begging for a massive brick wall somewhere that says...

DANGER THIS IS NOT THE WAY I WANT YOU TO GO THE DOOR/WINDOW/MOUSE HOLE YOU ARE TRYING TO CLIMB, WALK, CRAWL THROUGH IS NOT OPEN!!! RETREAT!!!! 

I'd like it to appear in any direction or avenue we have been discussing lately. Yet no such wall nor sign has made it's appearance at this time. So yet again I feel I am back walking in circles wondering and pondering.

Is God trying to tell me something!?

Is this the big neon sign and I'm missing something?

Or just a very interesting coincidence I am trying to turn into something it isn't!?

I wish I knew... You have no idea!

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